January 2012
11 posts
Trying to drop 7 lbs in the next couple days since I stupidly started taking creatine right before a weight/height check for the army. I mean come on! My abs are showing and I’m “overweight”. Whatever. Working out hard this weekend. Kickboxing tonight and tomorrow morning.
Had my first sparring session today.
Of course the coach that knows im a beginner was busy and the other coach threw me in with one of the pros.
Needless to say, my jaw is killing me and I have a headache. But I guess I’m part of team altitude now which I’m proud to say. So it was a good day but I’m gonna be sore tomorrow.
On a side note I think I may have picked up the...
Sometimes I just sit back and laugh at everyone.
Ha
I always laugh whenever the army asks if you’ve ever thought about suicide, attempted suicide, or if we ever want to hurt people.
You send us across the country from our loved ones and train us to kill. I also kickbox now as a hobby.
Hahahahahaha
Something clever
You know, living on yer own isn’t too bad if yer crazy enough to have full conversations with yourself.
You know what I love about the military?
Besides my family and trent, no one tries to keep in contact with me. I have to try to get a hold of them and half the time they don’t answer. It was like that in Texas and here in Colorado. I’m waiting to see how many days it will take them to txt ME. The best part is I still call a hand full of people back home my best friends. OoooooOoOoO I’m gonna be buried with letters when...
Had a pretty good week
My new platoon is awesome
Made a lot of new friends
Gettin better at kickboxing
People keep tellin me I’m very optimistic
Just trying to enjoy my last month and a half in the states
Boom!
I can deploy! I got my own place. My buddy is like a block away, and I started doin mma today with a kickboxing class and watching some of the pros there spar. I’m starting to like this place.
This is fucking great
I might not be able to deploy now cuz this stupid smallpox shot
You already said that before
I wish I could be an alcoholic already
December 2011
11 posts
Fuck you tumblr
I only come on here when I’m drunk.
I love my friends
Bread makes you fat!?
Sometimes I feel like I’m Scott pilgrim. I just haven’t met my Ramona flowers yet.
Don't worry
You’re not the reason I drink even though some ppl think that
Love you bbg
I'd just like to state the fact that people are...
I’m home for two fucking weeks, then I go to Colorado for a month and right when I get settled in I’m going to Afghanistan. People really wanna argue and get mad about stupid shit? Cuz I wanna see everyone while I’m home? Cuz I live my life to the fullest, focus on the present, and live for the day. In my line of work, you don’t have a fucking guarantee of tomorrow or...
Afghanistan in February?
Guess so
Can you have too many dreams?
I set the bar too high for myself sometimes. Set myself up for disappointment. I’m only 19. But do I really have all the time in the world? I am going to Afghanistan sometime in 2012.
Fuck
I just wanna go home
Back to civilization.
Movie of the day- Scott pilgrim vs the world
November 2011
18 posts
Oh yeah
Then Colorado for two years
Almost done here in texas
Monday I go into the field and come back the following Thursday. Then tattoo. Then graduation. Then home. Finally.
Thanksgiving
Song of the day: turtleneck
Wednesday Nov 23
Quote of the day: you could always try prostitution- mike Kelly to a homeless man asking for money.
Song of the day: where the lines overlap by paramore
Tuesday Nov 22
Quote of the day: when I let go of who I am I become who I might be- some monk.
Song of the day: where the lines overlap by paramore.
Monday Nov 21
Song of the day: vampire money by my chemical romance.
Quote of the day: the secret of success is making your vocation a vacation- mark twain.
Sunday Nov 20
Little stressed. No song or quote of the day.
Movie of the day: watchmen
I realized today that I watch a movie almost everyday. Love escaping reality woo! Fuck it!
Saturday Nov 19
Song of the day: hey there dililah by the plain white t’s.
Quite of the day: hey guys I just stopped myself from killing a homeless man. How was chilis?- mike fuckin kelly
Friday Nov 18
Song of the day: boombox by the lonely island
Quote of the day: me- I think there’s a magnet in the floor that attracts my hat. Asian lee- that’s called gravity bitch.
Thursday Nov 17
Song of the day: hands by the almost
Quote of the day: sgt I’m just so confused right now- mike fuckin kelly
Wednesday Nov 16
Song of the day- the creep by lonely island
Quote of the day: who hear wants to play aids tag? GO!- moncado
Btw that’s the fourth state I’ll have lived in this year
One month left in Texas!!!!!!!! Then home for two weeks! Then moving to Colorado for a while! Boom! Exclamation point!
Tuesday Nov 15
Song of the day-ignorance by paramore
Quote of the day: you need to start goin to church. Spread around the love-mom. yeah at hooters-dad
Monday Nov 14th
Song of the day: fscene8 by the medic droid.
Quote of the day: would you be interested In pyronecrobeastiality?
Misguided ghosts by paramore might be the best song ever
I do so much, trying to keep you off my mind
So far there’s nothing I can find
It’s something I truly hate
I work, I smoke, I meditate
My skies continuously refuse to be blue
Because all I can think about is you
It’s been six months since I have been gone
Six months is far too long
I keep you so close to my heart that my eyes are jealous
And it’s pretty fucking ridiculous.
So much stress off my back now that I passed that stupid test and got nationally certified as an emt.
October 2011
11 posts
My rollercoasters got the biggest UPS and downs but as long as it keeps goin round its unbelievable.
Praying that I’ll get two weeks at home instead of one
I haven’t given up on you yet
I hope my body can at least handle the army for 4 years. My brains barely keeping up
Where do I go
From here?
Tonight I stood by myself staring into the night blowing smoke out of my lungs.
In my head I was screaming. Thinking of what I should do. Now. Future. With my life.
Downhill in the distance I could see the lights of san Antonio.
I wondered about the places I’ll go in the next four years.
What will I do after?
When will the world end?
Will my actions even matter in history?
I have so...
Every fucking day
Everyday I wake up early
Everyday I work out
Everyday I study
Everyday I strive to be better
Everyday I’m under pressure
Everyday I think about her
There's a whole in my heart where you used to be
I still wish you the best of luck baby
So don’t go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn’t forget if I tried
Sucks saying see you in 2 months
But I’m happy I got to see my family
Things have changed for me
And that’s okay
I feel the same
I’m on my way