March 2012
4 posts
Well I guess I’m leaving America today
Just a few more days
Ahhhhh I love fresh ink
The people I hang out with are so fucking lame. So much for having a fun last weekend.
February 2012
16 posts
I am going away for a while but I’ll be back
Don’t try and follow me
Cuz I’ll return as soon as possible
See I’m trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes
And run from them
From them
With no direction
And run from them
From them
With no conviction
Cuz I’m just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly...
But I might get you one day
I didn’t think I would break down at the funeral like that..
That moment when you’re on a plane and a little kid sees you and goes ” hey you’re a soldier and that’s cool” is better than so many “thank you for your service“‘s.
Shitty job, good perks.
R.I.P. papa.
Well I went out and danced with a few girls. Good night besides my buddy getting way too drunk and being that creepy guy at the club.
Nickelback is fucking ignorant.
I’ve been talked into quitting smoking. Let’s see how long this lasts
Planning on waking up at 3:30 to go running. Most people my age aren’t even asleep yet at 3:30.
Yer a pussy. Just do it.
Life is but a dream for the dead
We could live forever if you’ve got the time.
We are the kids from yesterday
I hate dreams that aren’t bad but they haunt you. They’re of something you know will never come true. They pull stuff out of your subconscious that you’ve been suppressing for a while. I feel like I should talk to a shrink before I go to Afghanistan but you know I won’t do that.
I love when I am terribly exhausted like last night and I get woken up by a nightmare. I almost never remember my dreams unless it’s a nightmare or about some stupid hope I used to have. Good times.
It’s tuesday and this week is already long as hell. Start pre deployment training and uniform change tomorrow.
January 2012
12 posts
Trying to drop 7 lbs in the next couple days since I stupidly started taking creatine right before a weight/height check for the army. I mean come on! My abs are showing and I’m “overweight”. Whatever. Working out hard this weekend. Kickboxing tonight and tomorrow morning.
Had my first sparring session today.
Of course the coach that knows im a beginner was busy and the other coach threw me in with one of the pros.
Needless to say, my jaw is killing me and I have a headache. But I guess I’m part of team altitude now which I’m proud to say. So it was a good day but I’m gonna be sore tomorrow.
On a side note I think I may have picked up the...
Sometimes I just sit back and laugh at everyone.
Ha
I always laugh whenever the army asks if you’ve ever thought about suicide, attempted suicide, or if we ever want to hurt people.
You send us across the country from our loved ones and train us to kill. I also kickbox now as a hobby.
Hahahahahaha
Something clever
You know, living on yer own isn’t too bad if yer crazy enough to have full conversations with yourself.
You know what I love about the military?
Besides my family and trent, no one tries to keep in contact with me. I have to try to get a hold of them and half the time they don’t answer. It was like that in Texas and here in Colorado. I’m waiting to see how many days it will take them to txt ME. The best part is I still call a hand full of people back home my best friends. OoooooOoOoO I’m gonna be buried with letters when...
Had a pretty good week
My new platoon is awesome
Made a lot of new friends
Gettin better at kickboxing
People keep tellin me I’m very optimistic
Just trying to enjoy my last month and a half in the states
Boom!
I can deploy! I got my own place. My buddy is like a block away, and I started doin mma today with a kickboxing class and watching some of the pros there spar. I’m starting to like this place.
This is fucking great
I might not be able to deploy now cuz this stupid smallpox shot
You already said that before
I wish I could be an alcoholic already
December 2011
11 posts
Fuck you tumblr
I only come on here when I’m drunk.
I love my friends
Bread makes you fat!?
Sometimes I feel like I’m Scott pilgrim. I just haven’t met my Ramona flowers yet.
Don't worry
You’re not the reason I drink even though some ppl think that
Love you bbg
I'd just like to state the fact that people are...
I’m home for two fucking weeks, then I go to Colorado for a month and right when I get settled in I’m going to Afghanistan. People really wanna argue and get mad about stupid shit? Cuz I wanna see everyone while I’m home? Cuz I live my life to the fullest, focus on the present, and live for the day. In my line of work, you don’t have a fucking guarantee of tomorrow or...
Afghanistan in February?
Guess so
Can you have too many dreams?
I set the bar too high for myself sometimes. Set myself up for disappointment. I’m only 19. But do I really have all the time in the world? I am going to Afghanistan sometime in 2012.
Fuck
I just wanna go home
Back to civilization.
Movie of the day- Scott pilgrim vs the world
November 2011
18 posts
Oh yeah
Then Colorado for two years
Almost done here in texas
Monday I go into the field and come back the following Thursday. Then tattoo. Then graduation. Then home. Finally.
Thanksgiving
Song of the day: turtleneck
Wednesday Nov 23
Quote of the day: you could always try prostitution- mike Kelly to a homeless man asking for money.
Song of the day: where the lines overlap by paramore
Tuesday Nov 22
Quote of the day: when I let go of who I am I become who I might be- some monk.
Song of the day: where the lines overlap by paramore.
Monday Nov 21
Song of the day: vampire money by my chemical romance.
Quote of the day: the secret of success is making your vocation a vacation- mark twain.
Sunday Nov 20
Little stressed. No song or quote of the day.
Movie of the day: watchmen
I realized today that I watch a movie almost everyday. Love escaping reality woo! Fuck it!