What do you have to say for yourself?

Oct 16

Tonight I stood by myself staring into the night blowing smoke out of my lungs.
In my head I was screaming. Thinking of what I should do. Now. Future. With my life.
Downhill in the distance I could see the lights of san Antonio.
I wondered about the places I’ll go in the next four years.
What will I do after?
When will the world end?
Will my actions even matter in history?
I have so many questions in my head un-answered.
But i plan on leaving a decent sized mark on this dull gray world.
Good or bad.